spend most of my day time talking to myself inwardly. yea inwardly.
spend most of my night time taking to other (not-physically in brisbane) friends/ families through phone.
so other than that, don't feel like talking/entertaining ler.
does this kind of feeling occur to you before?
to guest-
please self-entertain.

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was talking to ms mjodijo* just now and we discussed about this.
-innocent until proven guilty, or guilty until proven innocent- inspire by FF.
sadly (anot?), i'm now belong to the clan of guilty until proven innocent.
i guess when people grows older there comes the lack of ability to trust people. consequence of repeated hurt, betrayal etc?
that is why sometimes we need faith like a child. although it is so not possible unless you have dementia or accident involve hippocampus. ha.

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is it because of pluto or the weather?
now even mr optimistic ain't optimistic =/